“”My First Attempt,was my Last Attempt”

Have you ever felt like you couldn’t go on? Felt like you wanted to give up? Or felt like you wanted to end it all?

Well your not alone!!There was a time in my life where I felt like this and no matter what people said to me I just still wanted to give up.I felt useless and alone.I felt like no one understood me or accept how I was feeling.This was an “Dark stage” in my life I called it.

I know I’m not the only person who has felt like this.Sometimes I feel like I’m the only person who speaks on what I went through.Let me just say I don’t want to relive a time like that again.

At that time in my life I wanted to end it all.Yes take my own life and leave all my worries behind me.I at the time thought it was the best thing to do for me and the people around me because it seemed they didn’t care anyway.No I was wrong not only was I wrong but I was stupid for even getting my self to that point.I don’t regret that time in my life.

It opened up my eyes to so many things like my relationship with God and how nothing was gonna work out for me unless I put God first.With going through that I’ve also learned to speak to others who are at a point like that and let them know that is not the way to solve your problems.We all go through things in life not because we want to but because we have to.Its okay to feel alone at times sometimes that’s God’s way of saying “Talk to me, tell me what your thinking “.Don’t ever get yourself to the point I was at, if you feel yourself leading that way talk to someone.Tell them how your feeling and ask them to get you help.

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“If we live in Fear of what we can’t do,We will miss the opportunity to do what we can Do.” Caroline Senion

“Believe in Your Dream”

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Hello My Fellow Bloggers !!Of those who don’t know I am an college student I’m in my junior Year of College.I started off at an community college because I knew I was ready to go off to a four year university right out of high school.Although most would have said I wouldn’t know until I went ,I knew what was best for me.I was also at a stage where I was trying to get through losing my father and trying to take care of my mom who was sick.I lived in the fear of leaving and not coming back to my mom being here.That was one thing over time of had to get out of my head and face the reality that we all have to go someday that’s is just in God’s control.Also after talking to my mom about what path I wanted to take and her supporting it made me feel a lot better.

I love going to school sometimes.Then it’s some days I wake up and wonder why I continue to go to school when it’s not getting me where I want to be now.I’ve learned that I’m not the only person who feels this way at times.I’ve also learned that the road to success takes time and patience.

I am where God wants me to be.As I look back on my journey I see growth in myself.A growth that brings Joy upon my face showing that I came a long way.Who would have known God would put me through so many trials and tribulations.Im pushing on no matter what I hoping that one day I can build a foundation for woman and girls to speak out on situations that I’ve been through and I know other woman like me been through.The foundation will be built to make woman and girls grow and also learn to feel comfortable in their own skin.I feel like that’s one of the things God has picked me to do.I’m currently working on my book I know it’s gonna take time.I hope to have my book done by the beginning of next year that would be my Birthday Gift to Myself.Im also hoping that my Blogs are inspire those out there in any type of way.I feel like my job is being done when I know I helped someone out there with some encouragement.I want to make name for myself and if it takes up majority of my time so be it.I have plans to go to New York to Journey out of my comfort zone also to make great things happen there.I have a Dream I’m now trying to put it in to Action. I’ve been working on getting some internships to get me started.The process is not easy at all but I know it will be worth it.I love to write and I know my future is in writing.I have so many ideas as when it comes to writing whether it’s a book or even movies .Im not giving up guys I’m gonna keep exploring different fields in writing.Im thankful I have my Family and a few friends that support my dreams and push me to keep going.With prayer and faith I know that one Day I will get where I’m going.

“The Friendship of God”

A friendship can be built on trust and love.
Not just in second or in minutes.
A good friendship is sky the limits
But it takes two to make it there
Having moment and memories you will always share.
Cries and smiles are also a part of it
Like sharing a birthday cake with candles forever lit
A person who you let into your life to stay
A person who helps you find a way out of no way
But I know someone like that who never left
He’s high above the clouds putting me through all these test .
Never more but always less
A lesson learned I mean he is forever our God and our King.

“He’ll Never leave you just know he’s always there.You may not know it but God is an Forever God who will be by your side when no One else is.Live through him and he will never Forsake You.”

God only makes one You,so Accept who you Are.

Hey You!! yes You reading this Look in the Mirror!! Now that person staring back at you is Beautiful I know you may think that you may have flaws you wish to get ridge of. Well guess what you don’t you are beautiful just the way God has create you.

Who cares who doesn’t accept it because your approval is the only one that matters.We have to learn to love ourselves before anyone else can love us.Don’t find what’s wrong with you embrace what God has blessed you with.Don’t keep tearing yourself down because someone doesn’t like something about you, that their own insecurities they need to deal with.We are not prefect but we have to learn to accept and love our imperfections.Once you able to love who you are you will be able to be happy with the person you are. Self love is the best love a person can have.

Remember That!!!