Why am I going through all this stuff this week!? I think the Devil is trying to break me down .Im trying to stay strong no matter what .Im not gonna say I can’t because I know I can. Nothing in life is gonna be easy and you have to be a strong individual. You get stronger by facing hardships and getting through them.I gotta just stay strong pray and ask for strength to handle everything God is throwing my way. I don’t give up at hard times I just put a smile on my face and get through what ever comes my way. I want to thank God because I have came a long way and I’m not gonna stop now being strong is not an option it’s something I have to do to survive in this world.Im not gonna let things break me because that’s what the enemy wants to happen and I’m not gonna give him a opportunity to get his foot in the door.I gotta be strong like my mother I gotta be strong like my Father,&I gotta be strong like God was when he died for me. So let me pick my head up for I shall make it through whatever God throws my way for he will not give me anything too big to carry or too heavy to push through.
I stay up late some nights just thinking of everything in my life.I ask myself things like what is my next step ? Am I prepared for what God has in store for me? Are things gonna work out?.I try not to think too ahead because I should be handling what’s happening now.It’s not always that simple to think about now when you just want what your pushing to have or see happen now.But it’s a process that you have to just be patience about.You have to realize that even when it does happen it may not come to you the way the vision was in your head.So you sit and wait but yet you still wonder.When will it come ?because time keeps passing you by. Well don’t look at your situation like that.Look at it from a positive perspective with the mindset that things will work out.God will give you the best solution for you